a poetic reflection of 21 months
I never knew I lived among so many
Frightened humans
The vestiges of collapse
The impropriety nature of fear
Digging claws into news channels
Hanging hope on medicinal bottles and needles
Junkies clinging to cloth masks and plexiglass
But you can’t call it “fear”
You can’t call it “cowardice”
Cowards call it caution, wisdom, “smart”
Heroes call it by name
Fear
Heroes know kryptonite
Dark jokers
Paralyzing ghosts
Spiritual wickedness
Rigid mountains
But they climb anyway
They don’t stay inside while the city burns
They don’t hide
Instead, they turn and fight
Tooth and nail
To the death if they must
Because they heard the wail of sorrow in their dreams
They climb that wall
They stare down the barrel of the gun
They send signals to awaken other heroes
“Rise to attention!”
They yell it from towers
They echo God’s voice from their Bibles
I met heroes in the hyphen
I met generals who stood guard
They saw the smoke
Raised an alarm
While the city slept
They said it was coming
While the city slept
An enemy did this
While men slept
That enemy sits in high places barking orders
To his demons
While their pockets jingle to the bank
Money is the root of evil
The spirit of fear spinning the media like a ravaging typhoon
The destruction is so widespread
We think it’s normal to drown
The news normalized fear
Fear is teaching students in institutions
Sitting in coffee shops by windows
In churches on the pews
In shopping mall food courts
Between families at dining tables
Cruising the streets
Breeding more spirits like itself
Looking for houses among men to dwell
This roaring lion is a walking tyrant
Seeking to devour and drown the world in fear
Control men by fear
BUT God has NOT given His people a spirit of fear
I am grateful for the heroes
I pray for the cowards
Because you don’t make it into the Promise Land
If you only see the monsters
instead of the milk and honey flowing
rivers in deserts
But men love darkness because their deeds are evil
and darkness only sees fear
eats fear
spreads fear
speaks fear
lives fear
sells fear
and cowards buy it
tormented by Goliath
five smooth stones wait by the waters, quietly
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